Rock Awkwardly

I’m tired of making difficult life changing decisions. Why can’t things just remain the same all the time? Why must I have to constantly uproot my way of life? Mind you this current decision is not as drastic as the past few, (leaving IUB, quitting school for a while, seeking help etc), but it’s still hard. It’s not official but I can’t talk about it only. Only whine about how I’m tired of dealing with these big decisions. Mind you I realize that it’s all about growing up and being an adult and mature blah blah blah. But it’s hard. I’m tired of my life being hard. Can I have a smidge of easy please? Just for a month? Maybe 3 weeks?

Bah, enough of this whining. I need sleep. Thank you for indulging me.